Amrit
Hodgkin's Lymphoma
WISH: A trip to visit Maui, Hawaii
Before my diagnosis of Hodgkin's Lymphoma, my life was full and meaningful. I was in my senior year of college studying pre-med, passionate about my future in medicine. I enjoyed going out, attending community events at the Gurudwara (temple), dressing up for occasions, working out, and experimenting with new recipes.
In the year leading up to my diagnosis, I began feeling unusually tired and struggled to find joy in activities I once loved. Despite frequent visits to my doctor and dermatologist for persistent skin issues, my concerns were dismissed as psychological. It wasn't until I experienced severe difficulty breathing and began coughing up blood that I was taken seriously. A pulmonologist ordered CT scans and a lung biopsy, which revealed stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. The tumor had affected over half my right lung and was spreading to my spleen.
Receiving the diagnosis was devastating. With no family history of cancer, I felt lost and overwhelmed. I initially tried to keep the news from my family, but when the oncologist's office called me in, I knew I had to tell them. Their reactions were heartbreaking-my mom cried, my dad was in shock, and my sister tried to comfort me. It was hard knowing that I was the cause of their pain.
Treatment began quickly, giving me little time to process the situation. Chemotherapy was brutal. Having never been seriously ill before, I struggled with the intense side effects. The constant pain made me cry often, and I frequently ended up in the hospital due to severe dehydration, requiring IV fluids. I lost my ability to walk properly, endured immense pain for seven months, and lost all my hair shortly before my 22nd birthday. On top of this, I was put on heart medication and contracted COVID just before my final cycle of treatment. Those months felt like an eternity, and I counted down the days until it was over.
Despite the darkness, my family's support gave me strength. My sister accompanied me to every chemo session, drove me to appointments, and encouraged me to keep going. My mom ensured I had fresh, healthy meals and comforted me with massages to ease my pain. Their unwavering love kept me going, and I am forever grateful.
After completing chemotherapy, I focused on reclaiming my life. Just 20 days post-treatment, I graduated from college and celebrated with my family. A month later, I attended a concert, helped plan my cousin's engagement, and rediscovered my passion for helping others. I started taking neighborhood walks to rebuild my strength. Though I still struggle with balance and mobility, I'm grateful to have the energy to participate in life again. This journey has deepened my faith and taught me to cherish every moment.
I want to visit Maui, Hawaii, as a special gift to my family, especially my sister. She has always dreamed of visiting Hawaii, inspired by her love for Moana. Throughout my treatment, she was my rock, giving me unconditional support. This trip would be a meaningful way to thank her and create beautiful memories with my family in a place we've always wanted to see.