Sierra
Fighting Stage 4 High Risk Neuroblastoma
Before being diagnosed, I was a 22-year-old young woman simply living my life. I enjoyed spending time with my family and friends, listening to music, going to concerts and events, traveling, going out to eat, and cooking. Cooking is one of the things I really enjoy, especially making my homemade pastelitos for my family. I loved being able to make plans, go places, work, and enjoy the independence and freedom that comes with being a young adult.
Then, in July 2026, everything changed when I was diagnosed with Stage 4 neuroblastoma.
Cancer was never something I imagined becoming part of my story, especially at 22 years old. Almost overnight, the life I knew was replaced with oncology appointments, hospital admissions, chemotherapy, procedures, medications, scans, bloodwork, and recovery days. My schedule is no longer based on what I want to do or where I want to go. So much of it depends on treatment, my energy level, my immune system, and simply how I am feeling that day.
Some days have been extremely difficult. Chemotherapy can leave me exhausted, nauseated, emotional, frustrated, and not feeling like myself. I have had to temporarily give up some of my independence and miss out on things that other people my age can do without even thinking about it. Losing my hair was another emotional part of this journey because it was such a visible reminder that my life had changed.
But I decided that cancer wasn't going to take everything from me. When it was time to shave my hair, I put on my lashes, embraced my bald head, and became the "Bald Headed Baddie." I am learning that I can have difficult days and still find something to smile about. I can cry and still have faith. I can be tired and still keep going.
My faith in God has been a huge part of getting me through this journey. There have been moments when I didn't understand why this was happening to me, but through every hospital stay, every treatment, every hard day, and every victory, God has continued to give me and my family the strength to keep moving forward. I truly believe it is only by the grace of God that we have made it this far.
Cancer has also taught me not to take the "normal" moments for granted. Now, waking up feeling good enough to cook, laughing with my mom, enjoying a good meal, spending time with the people I love, or simply having enough energy to do something I enjoy feels like a victory. Those ordinary moments mean so much more to me now.
My life after diagnosis looks very different, but cancer has not changed who I am. I still love music. I still love cooking. I still love traveling and experiencing new things. I still love spending time with my family and friends. I still have dreams and things I want to experience.
Most importantly, I still have faith.
I don't know everything this journey will bring, but I know God has carried me this far. I am taking it one treatment, one prayer, one good day, and one victory at a time. Cancer may be part of my story now, but I refuse to let it become my entire story.
WISH:
My number one Nik's Wish would be to attend Tyler, the Creator's Camp Flog Gnaw Carnival. Tyler is my favorite artist, and I have wanted to go to Camp Flog Gnaw for the past three or four years-long before cancer became part of my life.
Since being diagnosed with Stage 4 neuroblastoma, so much of my life has changed. Instead of looking forward to concerts, trips, hanging out with family and friends, and being spontaneous, my calendar now revolves around chemotherapy, hospital stays, appointments, procedures, scans, and recovery days. Even going to a concert isn't as simple as buying a ticket anymore. I have to think about my treatment schedule, how I'm feeling, my energy level, my immune system, and whether it is safe for me to be around large crowds.
That is why going to Camp Flog Gnaw would mean so much more to me than just attending a music festival. It is something I dreamed about doing before I was diagnosed. Cancer may have interrupted my plans, but it hasn't taken away the things I love or the dreams I still have for my life.
Having Camp Flog Gnaw to look forward to would also give me something exciting that has absolutely nothing to do with cancer. For a little while, I wouldn't have to think about chemotherapy, medications, scans, or hospital rooms. I could get dressed up, listen to my favorite artist, take pictures, laugh, have fun, and simply enjoy being 22 years old.
My faith in God has helped carry me through this journey. There have been difficult days, but there have also been so many moments that have reminded me to appreciate joy whenever God gives it to me. I have learned that even while going through something incredibly hard, I can still have faith, hope, dreams, and things to look forward to.
If Camp Flog Gnaw isn't possible, my second wish would be a tropical getaway. I went to the Bahamas with my family a couple of years ago, and we had such an amazing time. I would love to experience that feeling again-the sunshine, beautiful water, relaxing, laughing, eating good food, and making memories with my family without cancer being the center of everything.
More than anything, I would love a wish that allows me to step away from being a cancer patient for a little while and just be Sierra again.
Cancer is part of my story now, but it isn't all of my story. By the grace of God, I'm still here, I'm still fighting, I'm still dreaming, and I believe there are still so many beautiful and fun experiences ahead of me.